life is fucked, enlistment is looming

was on the train just now and I thought about this
will she care what happens to me?
does she care about me at all?
if something happens to me will she be bothered at all?
i am a leo and i crave attention
i hate to be ignored
and that is exactly what she is doing to me
we had a disagreement
i was at fault
i apologised
and its been nearly 2 weeks
but she still cant get over it
and she is considering deleting all connections with me; msn, friendster, etc
its no use me doing all the hard work trying
i think i should let go