Can I have somebody who appreciates me?

I am unwanted, unappreciated and unhappy. Fact. No girls are willing to dance with me. Fact. I accept I am no yandao, but it is super discouraging when every girl turns away from you. I would have no qualms if I was trying to 卡油, but... fucking no. My face is that detestable.
Honestly, I nearly teared just now when every fucking girl turned away from me. Agony. Guess I just lack the guts to do what my friend had done. I will be visiting him later anyway, hope he is doing fine. I am not.